"Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body will rest secure, because you will not abandon me to the grave, nor will you let your holy one see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand." Psalm 16: 9-11 (NIV)
Heid if you see this, I found your letter you tucked away for me to find, thank you my sweet daughter. I love all three of you dear children, you are always my special blessings from God!
A long time ago when I was about 14 years old, I told my favorite cousin I would like to ride the fastest horse he had. We snuck out to the barn, and he put the bridle in her mouth. He helped me up on to her bare back.With a big grin he said, "Go ahead ride her fast!"
With a big grin I asked, "Okay, how do I make her go really fast?"
He slapped her backside and away we flew. David yelled, "Just kick her sides."
Holy Cow, we were flying right for Uncle Keith's corn field. Panic gripped me and I almost wet my pants. I pulled back on the reins and kicked as hard as I could!
We flew straight through the corn, knocking lot's of those big ears and tasseled stalks down. She was flying as fast as she could. I began to cry. Uncle Keith was gonna be so mad. I couldn't make her stop.
The sun was beaming down and it was so warm in the middle of the corn field. Everything looked so beautiful! I dropped the reins, and reached out to touch the tops of the corn. The horse began slowing down. My tears turned to laughter. What a wonderful experience!
The was sun warmed my cheeks and my hands were gently gliding over the silk corn tops. My short hair and body seemed to bounce in perfect time with the trot of the horse. I remember thinking, I wish this ride would last forever. That was a joy I'll never forget, but often go back to in times of stress. There was such a joy in letting go of the reins and just hanging on with my legs!
Eventually, she came to a stop, but what a wonderful experience! So much of life is like that ride. There will be times you have to let go and just enjoy the moment. It is Okay to let God take control; just release everything to Him.
Dr. Binderow my surgeon in Atlanta called this afternoon. There is nothing that can be done about my kidney situation. Although, I've experienced very little pain for the past few days. He can't believe the Chron's has moved to my bladder and urinary tract and wants to review the notes himself. He seems as frustrated as the rest of my family and close friends.
So my dear family and friends, it seems I have come to the last stretch of my race. But like Paul I'd like to say I've ran a good race and fought the good fight. Now we must all wait on my Savior to do as He sees best. As I cross that finish line, remember that for me this is the best of time and I will live in a beautiful place that will never end. ;) And you my dear ones will finish your race faster than you can imagine. Then I will welcome you home with one of my big hugs and kisses; heaven is when real life in Christ begins!
You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. And know I'll love you always whether it's here or in heaven.
All my love,
Your Mom, sister and friend, Kathy :)
Heid if you see this, I found your letter you tucked away for me to find, thank you my sweet daughter. I love all three of you dear children, you are always my special blessings from God!
A long time ago when I was about 14 years old, I told my favorite cousin I would like to ride the fastest horse he had. We snuck out to the barn, and he put the bridle in her mouth. He helped me up on to her bare back.With a big grin he said, "Go ahead ride her fast!"
With a big grin I asked, "Okay, how do I make her go really fast?"
He slapped her backside and away we flew. David yelled, "Just kick her sides."
Holy Cow, we were flying right for Uncle Keith's corn field. Panic gripped me and I almost wet my pants. I pulled back on the reins and kicked as hard as I could!
We flew straight through the corn, knocking lot's of those big ears and tasseled stalks down. She was flying as fast as she could. I began to cry. Uncle Keith was gonna be so mad. I couldn't make her stop.
The sun was beaming down and it was so warm in the middle of the corn field. Everything looked so beautiful! I dropped the reins, and reached out to touch the tops of the corn. The horse began slowing down. My tears turned to laughter. What a wonderful experience!
The was sun warmed my cheeks and my hands were gently gliding over the silk corn tops. My short hair and body seemed to bounce in perfect time with the trot of the horse. I remember thinking, I wish this ride would last forever. That was a joy I'll never forget, but often go back to in times of stress. There was such a joy in letting go of the reins and just hanging on with my legs!
Eventually, she came to a stop, but what a wonderful experience! So much of life is like that ride. There will be times you have to let go and just enjoy the moment. It is Okay to let God take control; just release everything to Him.
Dr. Binderow my surgeon in Atlanta called this afternoon. There is nothing that can be done about my kidney situation. Although, I've experienced very little pain for the past few days. He can't believe the Chron's has moved to my bladder and urinary tract and wants to review the notes himself. He seems as frustrated as the rest of my family and close friends.
So my dear family and friends, it seems I have come to the last stretch of my race. But like Paul I'd like to say I've ran a good race and fought the good fight. Now we must all wait on my Savior to do as He sees best. As I cross that finish line, remember that for me this is the best of time and I will live in a beautiful place that will never end. ;) And you my dear ones will finish your race faster than you can imagine. Then I will welcome you home with one of my big hugs and kisses; heaven is when real life in Christ begins!
You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. And know I'll love you always whether it's here or in heaven.
All my love,
Your Mom, sister and friend, Kathy :)
