Around three o'clock on Monday afternoon they'll put me to sleep again for another surgery. As the anthologist puts me to sleep they always ask me to count to ten backwards. I smile and shake my head, but I always start reciting the 23rd Psalm instead. Counting backwards never reassures me like God's Word does. :)
If you think of me, I'd appreciate your prayers. Pray that Dr. Binderow will once again have the patience to untangle the mesh messes and hernias that he'll skillfully untangle, repair and recreate where he needs too. Isn't it amazing the wisdom and skill God gives doctors to fix these temporary bodies?
I am thankful that I've been with you all so long because of medical wisdom, guidance and patients with me. I often feel like Humpty Dumpty. I lift to much, and bust my gut, and the Dr. Binderow puts me back together again. ;)
I really appreciate all of you loving and putting up with me as well. I'm not very nice when I'm really hurting or hungry. Some of you have endured so much with me, I love you dearly. Thank you for your prayers. I know that without your love, prayers and encouragement I would have quit a long time ago. God Bless and keep all of you.
Most of all I'm thankful to my wonderful Savior and God. As I say the 23rd Psalm, I'll be climbing up on His lap. Where I'll escape this body and pain. Again His open arms will hold me until the physical pain subsides. What a sweet and perfect place to be! Have you ever heard that song: "Sometimes He calms the storm, and other times He hold his child?" Personally I'd rather be held, because when He holds me that's when I know How much He loves me. Does that make since?
Never fear what life holds for you, simply reach up and take your Fathers hand!
Life and Love are Awesome, but knowing God is the best! So with that I'll gladly let Him put me through the test!
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